Xmas

Christmas came christmas went. New year is coming, another year is coming.

Christmas at church was just the same. The food isnt that great without BBQ. the best one was wayyyy back in 2004. Damn that was the best. Had tons of friends in church around. We had lamb, corn and sweet potatoes. They say Christmas is all about giving. Well yeah, we were the receiving point. Magic tricks this year? I dont know. The Magicians were impressive and all. I dont know if the non christians got the message. Its kindda tricky that way ya know? New Christians get the wrong message and you have a hard time trying to correct them. Entertaining but I shall leave all other comments to myself. Its been two years and the church aint had no dramas. Dramas are the best way to get the message across. Perhaps its kindda classic and people are moving forward.

Tried and true is sometimes the best way to go.

My Music playlist has been in replay for the past few weeks. Need some fresh stuff. Sigh. Been listening to some old classics by Tyrese and Ginuwine. Old songs become new stuff after sometime you know what I mean?

You

Girl listen when Im talking to you
When I tell you how much I love you
You know that I am always joking
But I never kid about my loving,

In my heart you are my only girl,
Only girl who completes my world,
I need you girl right by my side,
Need you in the day and the night,

Only you the only girl on my mind,
I cant help it youre one of a kind,
No matter what I do its for you,
No matter where I go its for you,

Trying to go rogue

So I made a Sharuum EDH deck and it just failed badly. Thats what you get for trying to go rogue. You either solve the metagame or you end up getting squashed. Landed myself at the 7th place with winning two games and losing one. Will not give up trying to improve it. Damn I hate Mealtstrom pulse hahaha! That thing took out multiple Borderposts and multiple Glaze fiends I dont wanna talk about it hahaha.



On top of theat, Rudy played a Great Sable stag. Tidak terbalik terus my Esper deck? Hahaha! Two colours protection. Damn gay



Been sleeping early like an old man. Sigh. No mood to go out and everybody just seems busy. I like sleeping early. The thing about sleeping early is waking up early... Damn do I hate waking up early or what.
It makes the whole day seem longer and by 1-2 Im already feeling tired. Talk about getting enough rest. Missing ayam panggang and malta. Gotta go grab some soon. Sigh...

A compendium of mini events

Well after about two months I have decided to give some thoughts about the two latest Korean Boy bands.





Yup, MBLAQ and B2st. I shall start off with MBLAQ. With Rain Jung Ji Hoon as their mentor and producer, I can see a resemblance. Not all of them are good dancers. The rapper Thunder is ok though. Most of them are already in their mid twenties. With two hit singles under their belt "Oh yeah" and "Good Love". I have always thought that Rain would make a boy band but I didnt think it would be so soon.

As for B2st, I dont know how far they can go. Unlike MBLAQ, members of the group are kindda young. They are like a BIG BANG copy paste. They are not great. They are not different. My opinion on MBLAQ is that Rain kind of rushed this project. MBLAQ seem kindda not so groomed to be in front of the camera yet. Im no talent critic but I do wanna see good stuff. Rain juggling Ninja Assassin, the Six to Five clothing line and producing a boy band. Ain't he great or what?

Finally finished reading the manga Boys Over Flowers. The story line was kinda shaky and the conclusion didnt really go out with a bang. Sigh.

Damn beat after playing HON. Might hit the sack early today. What an unfruitful day.

Being efficient

After an online test and reading some symptoms of autism, I can come up with a conclusion I might have Autism 80% Dont know how accurate these symptoms are but it sure messed up my day. To think other people had social problems when it was partially my fault.

The all common deck on Sunday was fun. Imagine all common decks. Did pretty well with an Esper deck. Never thought the Sedraxis Alchemist and Parasitic Strix combo would be so meta. Ethersworn Sheildmage turned the tables so many times. Awesome card. Come in to play effects are always good.



HOOT HOOT



DADDY! THAT MAN IS UGLY!



Just picked up THE SOURCE magazine from Eatons with Young Money on the cover. Daym. The Young Money family certainly has grown. With those fellows on Lil Waynes shoulders, Im sure they will go far. They have some talent brewing in there like Mack Maine and Drake. Drake sure exploded with his hit Best I ever had.
Tried out Left for dead 2. The Chain saw was super fun. Rawr! Rampage! Kill kill kill! cut cut cut! slash slash slash! Even so, my head was still spinning while I was playing it. Pening geng....

Once more

For those of you who know me well, I have made some poems in the past that were just ok. So I decided to take it to another level. Writing lyrics. No beat and no melody so this thing is still pretty dead. Oh well, there is a first step for a first thing for everything.


Still hear your voice echo in my head,
Still hear you screaming all about hate,
Cant hear that sweet voice no more
Wish I could go back in time
just to hear your sweet voice once more

It just aint the same cause the girl I love dont love me no more
Girl I miss your loving so bad it hurts
Its so hard for me to see you in the arms of another man
Cause I know he cant love you like I do

Where did we go wrong? (go wrong?)
Could you let me love you once more? (once more!)
Cause youre all I want and no one can take your place (no way!)

I still remember so many tears all over your face,
running down your cheeks like they were in a race,
Broke my promise I would never make you cry,
wish I could go back in time
broke my promise that I would never tell you a lie,

It just aint the same cause the girl I love dont love me no more
Girl I miss your loving so much it hurts
Its so hard for me to see you in the arms of another man
Cause I know he cant love you like I do

Where did we go wrong? (go wrong!)
Could you let me love you once more? (once more!)
Cause youre all I want and no one can take your place (no way!)

Growth stunting

So finally I have the green light to study next year. Been so depressed about this for the past few years. Finally, some form of direction. Just a little late. Kindda sucks having parents who stunt your growth. Sometimes caring too much for your kids can be bad. They will never grow. I guess Im just no rebel. You care too much to the point you are controlling and being pushy. I guess there is just a fine line between being caring and controlling.

THERE CAN BE NO IMPROVEMENTS IF THERE ARE NO MISTAKES.

EXPERIENCE IS STILL THE BEST TEACHER EVEN IF IT IS A BAD MASTER.

Registration is a BITCH I tell you. I have to "sahkan" my IC, SPM results and English results. This shit has been a speck of dirt in my eye since ever. It just makes no sense its almost ridiculous. Its not like anybody can certify this and its not like it even matters. I have to find some big shot to sign or chop my documents. These good for nothing big shots are never in their offices. Always outstation, playing golf, drinking or fucking prostitutes. What good are you if you are always out station and never in the office? One huge office and only one fellow who can do the job yet he is never around. It makes no sense why the documents cant be certified during registration. Hell, they did that when I registered for form 6.

This is just one of the tiny things that stunts the growth of any country. This is just the tiny stuff. Lets not get into obtaining trading licences cause that one is stupid. Its not like this is hard and Im whining. Its just plain stupid. Its like asking a person to drink soup using chopsticks or a fork. Trying so hard to make a simple process become complicated and troublesome.

Vision 2020? Just forget it. I just cant wait to hear the excuses they have when 2020 comes and it doesnt work out. No way lah. Not with the balik kampung lifestyle. Nothing can ever be accomplished. Pissed off with this country. One lady I know was sad about a friend giving up her citizenship to migrate to another country. Dont be sad Auntie, rejoice. Your friend is no longer under the clutches of a dumbass country. She is not the first and she will not be the last. Namewee was right when he said that frequent power cuts gets in the way of any developing country. Cina was so pissed off he stormed the tenaga nasional.

As I type this, my whole room is eneveloped by smoke. Got me feeling like Im in some Ninja movie or some Spec Ops game. Damn those neighbours.

HOW CAN SOME PEOPLE BE SO SMART YET STILL SO STUPID?